Simple Thoughts

Sometimes it's hard to write my thoughts down. I can be emotional one moment and calm the next, and when I think of what to write, suddenly I'm so overwhelmed by what I feel that words seem not enough to describe... it all becomes blur, and I'm left wondering, why?

As the day goes by I know that I'm worrying about things that will not seem important in years to come. But where do I find the strength to let go? I know that I'm powerless, I know that God takes care of my worries, but sometimes I feel the need to take control... and it's not the best decision I should come up with. I pray that God will give me the faith in Him and the strength to put my trust in Him.

How surreal can life seem sometimes when I feel the day passing by without me being in it. I walk around and I talk with my friends, but I don't feel myself completely living it. And at times when I'm in solitude, I find comfort in music and my cozy covers, amidst all the storms of life and whatever else the baggage is out there. It's good to just cry out and say, God help me... because the Lord is my comfort and my shelter.

Life trials are challenging, but they give me invaluable lessons that are incredibly strong and powerful. Sometimes it's a blow to the head, other times it's a funny thing. But all in all I pray that I'll learn to realize what the message is above all... Only God knows when I'm ready to take on harder things. Until then, all I've got to deal with are simple things that I need to learn from...